only god noes how i feel.

only god hears im crying.

hais.

watched bandslam with nadhirah and saniyah.

watched imagine that online.

went ion orchard with dear ytd.

its so WOW~

(:

its really great having you by my side.

sorry for my stubborn temper.

=x

another 6days to our great day.

(:

acc dear to ICA and jurong medical centre today.

watched another movie online.

the hangover.

=DD

how i wish he was hearing to 933 last night.

wat chong qing said was so true.

sometimes small little things he did or said does hurt me.

but he dont realised.

shld i tell him?

but even if i tell him.

he will say im just too over sensative on everything.

he will said im unreasonable.

he will ask me to be more understanding.

ok fine.

16aug sun

had a wonderful sunday with dear.

he ignored me while i talking photo!

we went marina square to watch where got ghost.

kinda funny.

okie lah.

=D

17aug mon

went for my dental appointment at 0915.

yup dr yeo advise me to remove my wisdom tooth.

argh~

my operation on 3sep 1130am.

hope dear can go with me.

(:

my mouth really hurts now.

i cant bite anything.

all i can do when i eat is just swallow.

hais.

im wondering y im so pitiful.

sobs..

):

went jb to attend siti's and sani's wedding as i promised.

when the couple arrive.

siti look so gorgoeus!

they looked to nervous!

even when they smile looked to weird.

haas.

(:

aft attended their wedding ceremony.

i went PC fair with them.

my first time gg to jb's PC fair.

their PC fair is 6times smaller then sg's!

lols.

but same its real packed!

i bought:

1 4gb kingston thumbdrive - RM28 (they call it pendrive in msia)

1 foldable/portable cooling fan - RM15

2 earpiece - RM15each (1 for me and 1 for dear)

i better get something back for dear if not i'll get naggings tat i spent so much.

=p

came back sg abt 7pm.

met dear.

den he brought me to bedok and had late dinner.

dear thanks for all ur plannings.

i really do look forward for OUR future.

love you!!

=DD

i have been watching lots of movies online recently.

=p

the proposal

harry potter and the half-blood prince

the uninvited

my sister's keeper

i love you, beth cooper

enjoyed.

(:

well again i asked myself?

y am i so busy?

y am i continously 5days and only entitle 1off day?

isn't it suppose to be normal working style?

perhaps im so used to work 3days den off 2days le ba.

hey i really miss those days!!

can i choose to go back?!

6aug thu

went hiring at redhill.

met faridah!

so happy.

had been yrs ever i last met her ba.

aft hiring met nina at city hall mrt.

went ttsh to visit junaina.

this time coz of her kidney tats y admit to ttsh.

8aug sat

finally my first off day of the week.

went jb with dear.

i drove over there.

we went shopping there.

had dinner there.

and wat boils me up is..

we quarrelled over there.

till i was so angry.

believe me.

if tat point of time we're not at jb.

i'll walk off frm where i was.

argh~!!

okie forget it dont talk abt it le.

anw we're fine le.

(:

9aug sun

happy 44th birthday!!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!

tats not the point.

wat i wana share is.

perhaps tats the HAPPIEST day working ever since i transferred to centrepoint ba.

coz i was attached back to marina.

although it was really so damn busy.

but we dont feel the busy-ness.

although we all were tired.

but we dont feel the tired-ness.

perhaps its the fun of working.

yup.

its really totally different.

i dont feel wat i felt at marina at centrepoint.

hais wat to do.

i had been complaining for 3mths le.

but life still goes on lah ahh...

anw..

teresa asked me to sign on 3days at marina for the coming F1.

-_-

i forget to tell her might as well transfer me back to marina.

so if got events i'll always be there!

(:

look at our stylesh red-white hair!

lols!!

=D

when will i smile as how i smiled in the pic at work again?

i wana enjoy myself to the fullest during these 3days.

yup im not working.

im on leave.

(:

my wisdom tooth is giving problem.

might need to pluck it off.

argh~

we are really not wat we are in the past le ba.

i salute u tat u can treat as if u dont noe me.

fine.

perhaps thank you once being my GOOD friend.

i really feel damn tired working at centrepoint.

not like in the past working at kallang and marina.

i wont feel the tired no matter how many hrs i worked.

coz there are alot friends ard me.

now at centrepoint.

worked 1 shift like wana die liao.

go home on the dot.

dont feel like staying any longer.

hais.

missing those days at kallang.

missing those days at marina.

hating these days at centrepoint!!!

feeling so depress these few days.

like gonna have depression soon.

thanks jie organising a random dinner.

gave me a chance to L-O-L.

felt better aft laughing.

sounds funny.

but its true.

(:

who are we?

wat are we?

why things turn out to be like this?

how i wish we were wat we are in the past.

im so vexed.

hais.

hais y am i so busy.

im tired.

my entertainment times with my friends dropped tremendously.

dont ever dare to dream abt shopping.

my dictionary now contains only 2 words.

"work" and "home"

but anw i need to be at home more often le ba.

need to take care of my mother le.

but still.

im able to spend fair bit of time with my dear.

perhaps tat the only reason tat pull me thru.